Tuesday, June 29, 2010

You can grow flowers from where dirt used to be. :)

You can build off all the bad experiences in your life to create good
ones!!! A learning from your mistakes kind of thing!!! :)

A pile of dirt. Bad experiences. Bad memories.
Plant a new start!! To get a beautiful flower. :)

Solo Power

You dont need anyone to make you happy. But when you have them its
great. :)

Monday, June 28, 2010

Horse's in my garden!!!

I just read some of my old posts and uhhh they are all depressing? X)
bahahaha. ANYWAYS!
I swim with goggles. But I don't like people seeing me in goggles
cause I look funny. But at the same time I don't care cause it makes
them laugh :D
Note to self: never tempt Ginger. She WILL jump in the pool.
Sometimes my arms randomly fall asleep?
I text 13 people a day. Sometime more?
The thought of growing up scares me. I like where I am right now. DX
CADE IS OVER :D
I just went.. Starred at Cade. Waved. Then walked away. Cause that's
how our relationship works.
Jello.
Today I went to Mantra practice. I always learn things about Mantra
when I'm with them!
Some of the things I like some of the things I do not like..
Fish&Chicken!!!!!---->Dinner
I love calling people and singing to them :) Especially when they
start to sing along. *cough cough* dance partner *cough cough*

Sunday, June 20, 2010

InDaPast

What a crazy straw :)

Me- He thinks I'm gonna be like Ashley.. :(
Brooke- WHAT THE CRAP?! No! You are nothing like her! He's on crack.
Babe. Date me instead.

I love my Pimp Mama:)

:E

Am I the only one who has a certain kind of music that I listen to
when I'm angry?

Hurting

When people avoid me it puts them to the front of my mind. All I start
to focus on is: Why are you avoiding me? Did I do something wrong? Do
you hate me? Are you mad at me? Why won't you talk to me? What do I
need to do to fix this?Was I mean towards you and didn't know it?
And because I focus on that I ignore everything else. And it ruins my
day. Everyday. Until it's resolved.
TALK TO ME.
How will things be resolved if all you do is look at me and wave hi
and smile as if nothing is even wrong? And in that smile I can tell
you still like me. But then you put on his mask that changes erything
about you that I liked. It makes my heart hurt. My heart, that beats
fast when you're around.
Grrrrrrr..
Whenever I walk up to you.. You quit talking. Do you not know how
hurtful that is? My heart is hurting..and you don't even care! But
atthe same time, I think you know that this hurts and that you do
care and you feel bad..

Saturday, June 5, 2010

What you got boy. Is hard to find.

My list. It's not complete. But I'll add on as the day goes on. ^_^

Boy
Someone who can keep up with me
Someone who loves the outside
Someone who likes laughing
Someone funny
Someone who loves Jesus
Someone who is a good listener
Someone who thinks my weirdness is cute
Someone nonjudgmental
Someone with a huge imagination
Someone good with kids
Someone nice
Someone with an amazing smile
Someone who will be silly with me and not care what anyone else thinks
Someone who can cook!
Someone who will tell me his thoughts
Someone smart
Soneone athletic
Someone cute!
Someone I can have long discussions with.
Someone who is not in the way of my faith
Someone who makes me hyper.
Someone willing to go along with my car dancing and sing alongs
Someone who likes my goggles B)
(not manditory) someone who likes photography also??
Someone who is a people person! And social. Yet at the same time. I kinda want someone who is anti social. Odd I know.
I want someone who will argue with me. I want a challenge in a relationship. Something him&I both have to work at?? Get it? If not that's understandable. ^_^ I'm confusing.
Someone with stories to tell me!!
Someone who knows lots of stuff about  eveything! Like Bobby! And he just tells me randomly whenever he thinks about it!
Someone who is really good at remembering things!!!!
SOMEONE WHO CAN DRIFT :D 
Someone who will surprise me
Someone who is observant
Someone who is caring
Someone who likes star gazing
Someone who will wrestle with me
Someone who gives good hugs!
Someone who likes NAPPLES!
Someone who tells me when I do something cute
Someone CA-RAZYY!!
Someone who is willing ti share me with all my friends :D
Someone who loves going on adventures with me!
Someone who takes me places but won't tell me whereee
Someone who loves his family
Someone who can play the drums or is on the drum line that I'm so in love with would be AWESOME.
Someone who's not afraid of my dad XD
Someone who likes to cuddle.
Someone childish
Someone who likes Disney movies!
Someone who calls me just to say hey!
Someone who isn't afraid to tell me anything, and keeps no secrets from me.
Someone fearless!
Someone who always knows what to say and what to talk about
Someone who likes talking. Especially to me. :D