Hurting

When people avoid me it puts them to the front of my mind. All I start
to focus on is: Why are you avoiding me? Did I do something wrong? Do
you hate me? Are you mad at me? Why won't you talk to me? What do I
need to do to fix this?Was I mean towards you and didn't know it?
And because I focus on that I ignore everything else. And it ruins my
day. Everyday. Until it's resolved.
TALK TO ME.
How will things be resolved if all you do is look at me and wave hi
and smile as if nothing is even wrong? And in that smile I can tell
you still like me. But then you put on his mask that changes erything
about you that I liked. It makes my heart hurt. My heart, that beats
fast when you're around.
Grrrrrrr..
Whenever I walk up to you.. You quit talking. Do you not know how
hurtful that is? My heart is hurting..and you don't even care! But
atthe same time, I think you know that this hurts and that you do
care and you feel bad..